I’m a shitty person and I’m a shitty friend and I wish I wasn’t so stupid when it comes to people. I wish I wasn’t like this.
you disgust me. you forgive people so easily. even if they’ve hurt you multiple times. and you expect everyone to think you’re an angel when really you overreact to everything and make others look like the bad guy. we were only trying to help you but noooo, flip us off, tell us to kill ourselves, we deserve it.
sometimes, I really want to. and if I did, you’d be happy. a lot of people would be happy. you make us feel like shit. you treat us like shit. and soon enough all we are is shit. that’s all we are seen as anymore. we don’t have any friends because of the shit you’ve pulled. so fuck you.
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